random again.

it's not my usual style to write random stuff... but it was another thought-filling bus ride home.

i am seriously questioning myself. is it really what i want?

i think it must be due to the length of time - it simply means that it is better this way.

i recall the stuff i told my friend the other day. it definitely is time to evaluate how willing i am to risk things, and right now, the answer is very clear.

i am not going to risk it... so gotta move on.

most likely, i am the only one who understands what this post is for... if you are smart enough, you could probably guess too...